Lookin' good, feelin' good
So, I went shopping for some new duds for my new figure. Let me tell you, getting dumped is a GREAT weight loss plan. I have dropped about 15 pounds in the past month. My old clothes just hang on me now. One of my co-workers started calling me "skeletor"---how rude! I was thin to begin with, now I am back to a college size 2!!! It probably wasn't the healthiest way to lose some weight, but I cant complain with the outcome. So, I spoiled myself a little with some cute going out clothes. After all, I do have a date for drinks this week, though I'm still not sure what day. Plus, I need to have stuff that doesn't make me look so Charlotte...I'm way more Carrie.
I am feeling a lot better this week. I only think about the ex a few times a day instead of constantly. I haven't cried about it since last week, too. He really did a number on me. Maybe the problem is that I have never ever been dumped before. I am usually the dumper, not the dumpee. I should have seen the warning signs...now everything is clearer. He has probably been contemplating breaking up with me since at least February. He was getting very short with me, he had no interest in the physical side of our relationship when we had been very very active before. I guess he wasn't ready for a commitment in his life.
Lately I have been dwelling though on how sexually deprived I am right now. Its been since Feburary--not normal for me. Its driving me nuts! I know that I can't have a one night stand because I am not interested in that, but it would be nice to get a little nooky sometime this year. Frustration!!!!